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Frustration

I'm feeling frustrated. Why can't I get the things on my to do list checked? It is always the problem with problems , that they spawn more obstacles and problems when given upon the attention to be solved. Apparently, others would say that if it was ever solved, it would then be the true success. Well, I believe success comes in many shapes and sizes, and that big ones don't come often. So, celebrate, even if your achievements are small, for they are the stepping stones to greatness beyond your comprehension, of what you can predict now.

Sleepiness

I've been making sure I have adequate sleep for the past few days. Making sure 3-4 am is the limit for staying awake. But then, this works well with classes that starts at 8 am, only. I guess. If I had later classes, I would also in, and that wouldn't be good, since I almost missed my class for sleeping in.

  I need something, something that would motivate me to wake up early in the morning, or at least, obey the alarm clock. A kick that would make me want to start the day early. There will also be a list of what I should be doing in my idle time, soon. So whenever I'm blank in my head, I can just refer to this list and do the stuff I've written on it. That said, the next thing would be discipline, in order to actually carry out the activities, because passion will not always be there to lift you up.

So, on to the search for the kick!

#notinception#3levels#thekick

Hurrah!

The past 2 days was kind of a wind change for me. I was being more responsive towards my environment. I made quick changes and responses when something new came.

  Take for example, the banner job I was doing for IEM (Institution of Engineers Malaysia). I did whatever thoughts came to my mind, and poof! a banner. I know it sounds normal for some people, but usually it was a challenge for me to complete a task like this. Would have to squeeze my braaain to get ideas. Anyway, they seem happy with it, made quick changes according to their suggestions and they approved it. And for the most part was that I got to finish a quick draft for my course's video assignment in just a few hours, compared to my last video which took a few days. Realized then, proper planning and knowing/scripting the process flow was important.

  All this hype was because I wanted to be more in charge of my life. I didn't want small things to delay a work the whole day. And I got this start up habit, after playing a game called Emergency 2013. It really gets you going on the situation. Once a situation pops out, its best to have a built instinct on what vehicles to call, what actions to take. In addition to that, being proactive made reaching an objective much easier eg having the appropriate vehicle already at standby at the area, waiting to dive in on the situation. So all this, just because of playing a game, AND, learning to cramp for a test in 12 hours! It will not happen again, hopefully.

 Other than that, successfully get a introduction passage job done 'easily' by proper coordination.

  End of today's log, hope the days to come will be more self improvements.